TO DADDY WITH LOVE — a letter to God, thanking him I’ve got you. Daddy I love you.
#3rdLetter
#the98thdays
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Some people admired, some people judged
Some people do really appreciated but some people just don’t.
I’m sick of being nice and trying to make others people happy. Giving my best effort without having them thanked me.
Must be good to be selfish, I guess. Letting everyone do what I want, without caring too much are they alright doing those kind of things. Must be good to be temprament, I guess. Screaming whenever I want, getting angry all day long, putting mad face all the time, don’t really care with anything. BUT THAT IS JUST NOT WHO I AM!
I couldn’t be that rude. Couldn’t be that careless. Couldn’t be that mad. Couldn’t be them, some people who just do.
I’ve been building up all the good things and all these good characters on me, for years and still I do up to this moment. My daddy told me,
“Being a good one takes time, well if you wanna be a bad one just take a few seconds of your life. Being good is all about repeating good habbits and it takes consistency. Each time you feel like giving up, just remember one thing. Patience will bring you to the best experience in your life. Rather than investing money, getting richer through experience is the best thing in life. Cause everytime, wherever you go. Experience will always wins!” : )
I trust my daddy a lot more than anyone else in this world! He told me many things that I would never heard from anyone else.
“Just because you’re marvelous, people get jealous!”
Each time you heard people talked about you, just keep walking. They spend their time on watching you. You must be so lucky for having their attention without asking them to. What people say doesn’t really matter. They have their own right to speak up while you have your own right whether you want to listen to them or not. Don’t you think life just fair enough? Well of course it does.
Each time we talk, we take it seriously. I’ve been listening on him for hours while my brother starting to get bored and decided to left the living room. Well, I’m still sitting nicely till my daddy have nothing to talk about.
“Keep walking. Doesn’t matter how far, how many more steps needed, how hard the things you go through, how many times you have failed, how many years you’ve been trying, how many people have laughed on you, how many of them insinigficant you. Just because you’re my only daughter and I’ve been a strong daddy for you and you have trusted me a lot more than you’ve trusted your own self. Listen to me. Even I haven’t been asking for your attenttion you did it already. I know. Thank you. I’m proud of you for whatever you’ve done. Do a lot more. Keep making me proud” this is what my daddy has told me and what I’ve always remembered up to this seconds.
“Be excellent through repetition”
What I know so far. Just because my daddy a kind of calm person I don’t even know how to get angry with others. I haven’t seen him mad. Even if he probably does, of course he does. But, what make him good, he never shows me. He never acts like something goes wrong. He never fight my mom (straight away in front of me). He never shows me, he never panicking on something, I haven’t seen him once. But my mom has told me, the moment when I got sick and have to be sent to the I.C.U room at the hospital. He look so scared and over stressed. But once I went back to normal everything back to normal again. Well, I’m not letting him see me sick again. Hopefully. He thinks a lot. But he acts the good stuffs only. He sad, he mad, he gets stressed but he told me everything turned out just fine.
I’ve been learning many things from him. The way he facing the truth, the way he acts and be good, the way he wants me to make him proud, the way he loves me so much.
Through this writing I wanna thanked God, that I was born as his daughter and having him as my father and still having him up to this seconds.
Through this writing I wanna thanked the greatest man in my life. For everything he has done for me so far, what he gives to me after all these years and other things that I couldn’t mention. I need you a lot more than I need anyone else in this whole world.