Inner Idiocy and Pessimism

Try to imagine about self-significance.

Try to imagine some ideal scenarios in my head, about how my life should be.

Try to imagine about the existence of a soul company.

Try to imagine about how the universe works in conspiring everything for all of us as a demanding human being.

In many times, try to think about what could be the best way to be grateful for your life.

I cannot seem to find the answers to conclude my pondering mind. So, I might say that those things in my mind are unthinkable. Either you are going to think a lot about it until it consumes your mind, or you just going to think about it as the additional thoughts in your brain.

When too many things occupying your mind, it will put you in uneasy circumstances. In my case, it can make myself feel like a rhetorical person, in a negative way. I cannot help myself but to think about the unthinkable and ask the question that cannot be asked. I prayed a lot, but I started to wonder whether He heard my prayers or not. Sometimes I do think that life (for some people) is miserable enough until it makes me question about the ‘Greater Power’ amongst us.

I do believe there is a ‘Greater Power’ amongst us, but when the bad things happen in your life, you know that to escape yourself from the pessimism is going to be quite challenging. If the pessimism and optimism are the states of mind, and we are all in full control of our minds, and then the bad things are recently happening in your life and you still cannot help yourself by driving yourself away from your pessimistic state of mind, will there be a way out of your mind?

One thing for sure, we can always choose to see the positive sides in everything that is happening in our life. You know you are a winner if you can see the positivity in every bad situation.

And believe me, I was always trying to do the same.

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Rininta Sharfina Affandi

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Always questioning about (almost) everything; enjoying in-depth discussions; live for the raw moments.