The Core
Upon receiving, what I often call a “mini enlightenment” last year, the message highlighted to me was “When you seek the core, the core seeks you.” I remember when these exact words hit me like a bullet. They seemed to be coming from inside my head but I was not sure of their source. Until this year, when I read that Nikola Tesla had used the word ‘Core’ for the infinite reserve of knowledge that exists for everyone to tap into. I have quite often related to Tesla before. So, this didn’t come as a surprise. Though it interested me if the Core was actually seeking me. I was definitely seeking it since long.
“When you seek the core, the core seeks you.”
In my quest to learn more about it and to find the answers to a wide array of my experiences from the “upside down” (Netflix Stranger Things reference), I applied to the Amarantos.org to learn Past Life Regression Therapy. I had been reading about it since many years, believing on and off in it. But the recent burst of information in my head told me it was all true and my intuition vouched to learn more and see it for myself.
17 of us were selected. We connected from day 1. It was as if we were meeting long lost friends. Sharing our personal lives with each other came naturally. We were non-judgemental and full of love. Some of us had different abilities. But we had one thing in common-our love for learning. Some of us were young, few were older. But our age differences couldn’t stop us from being best friends. We called each other by name and it was perfectly normal. The soul is eternal, it has no age.
“The soul is eternal, it has no age.”
We underwent 5 days of rigorous training. Few saw their own past lives, others helped their study partners to experience theirs.
During my session, as I approached extreme relaxation, I could “feel” the past life memory approaching me from a distance. I experienced heightened hearing such that I could hear every single person in the room, even those standing in the extreme corners, and the water fountain outside the hotel was crystal clear to me. It was as though I was suspended in space and time. My therapist helped make my relaxation go deeper and deeper until the figment of a memory, for which I was waiting, hit me hard and I ended up bursting into tears and coughing. I cried and cried about the amount of suffering, loneliness that I felt in that lifetime. Though I didn’t see any visuals, something was telling me to speak up the stories that were given to me 6 months before. I did so and my therapist helped me resolve the stress associated with them. The stress surrounding those feelings was dissipated by her. She was already working like a pro. My anxiety issues and unexplained neck pain were gone.
“My anxiety issues and unexplained neck pain were gone.”
The training concluded with a spectacular session that went on for approximately 4 hours. All of us were fortunate enough for being washed by the Divine light. Emotions of love engulfed the room. We were shedding tears of joy as the Divine light assured us that we were on the right path. We were truly blessed and fortunate enough to witness this in person.
At the end of the session, our blessed friend opened his eyes, silver rings in his irises, a divine smile on his face, a feeling like no other and an experience of a lifetime. I was raised with hard science and logic. But what we just witnessed, defied everything. I can’t even find appropriate words to explain those 4 hours. That’s what the Light said, “Stop wasting your time, the source is invisible. It will always be invisible.”
“Stop wasting your time, the source is invisible. It will always be invisible.”
This is my soul family. They love me for me. We help each other grow everyday. Love has unfathomable power. Up there, there is nothing except love. Love for yourself. Love for others. Love for EVERYTHING. Love is the essence of the Universe. Start loving yourself and others unconditionally, the Universe will reward you. Love is what will lead you to “The Core”. If you ask me what is God? I’d only say, “God is Love” and I must tell you, that out of all things, only Love is real.
“Love is the essence of the Universe.”

Up next:
- How everything is an illusion.
- My experience learning Reiki.
— — @artonawt
