Visceral writing — I really enjoyed it!

I think perhaps you’re suffering the most extreme FOMO that I’ve seen. The thing is, if you’ve paid that much in interest, then you probably COULD have had all the stuff you bought without paying interest, just marginally a bit later. Delayed gratification rather than doing without.

I know logic doesn’t always work — I’m currently on my 5th day of binging and lounging after working my butt off to lose my last 30lbs.