What if all this is a solitary experience? What if I cannot share my happiness? What if we have to be happy separately in order to share happiness. How can I convey a revelation. How do I bathe in warm energy with another human? How can I ever be sure we’re both in the same place? Even controlling for physical conditions is not enough. This savage voyage is without a permanent partner. These sensations can be described but not transferred with guarantee.

It may be good enough. Words can be enough. But there is a gap. Higher-order understanding, that which surpasses verbalization, that which escapes our corporeal world, that which approaches the infinite, that grounding, earth quaking foundational sensation. The elation of the spirit. The sigh of relief. How can we both standing the sun and feel love? Derive the chemical combination and dose together. Then one’s brains are in sync. Right? Right??