Can I get used to
I haven’t done anything but sleeping alone since I learned to handle my nightmares by myself and not bother my parents in the middle of the night.
Really, that title I just grabbed from a song by Lykke Li that’s been on my brain. Also I just found this good looking app and it’s bedtime so of course my brain wants to write.
Hey! Would you look at that. It’s bedtime, I’m gonna sleep, alone. Which I can get used to because I am used to it. It all connects.
It’s astounding for an asexual(not sure I am yet, but let’s go for it) virgin like me to hear such things as that Lykke Li line. I imagine all this beautiful women having relationships all the time like in movies and being in constant need of someone else. Sure I’m jealous, but I’m also quite glad I don’t feel that need. I’m okay with being single, I’m okay with sleeping alone.
At least that’s what I tell myself.