as i mourn through the pillow that hears all my pain
i grieve within what i couldn’t contain
the silent tears as i mellow the scream ‘till i feel a lump in my throat
it was a crashing moment that i don’t adorn
my mind lingers all through every corner of it
i was left where i feel most of it
my bedroom is a witness of every downfall i had
it was the first crying shoulder i ever had.
