Well…this is it. I have been waiting for the New Year to start writing a journal. I had this planned out since November and even had a journal and pens ready so I can start writing but like always…I started over thinking everything… “Is it a good idea to start writing in a book where he will find my most deep and secret thoughts and feelings?”… “What if my writing looks ugly and tacky?”… “What if I misspell something and I have to scratch it out?”… Hahaha! Yes…every single one of those went through my mind a million times…but…thank God for my bff…she gave me the idea of writing here. So…with that being said…lets see how far I get with this thing…….