“Will I ever be…” …..that's something that I think about every single day. I'm sure I'm not the only one that does. Will I ever be happy? Will I ever be the best wife I can be? Will I ever be the best mother I can be? Will I ever be the best worker I can be? Will I ever be treated the way I believe I should be treated? Will I ever be what you want me to be? Will I ever be forgiven by you even though you say you have? Will I ever be…….