Thank you so much for sharing your story. I am so sorry cause your are suffering anxiety. Unfortunately, I understand you very well. I had panic attacks every day of my life for last fifteen years.That affected to all my life’s areas. Last year I found a therapist that helped me a lot and now I am free. I feel that I have the power.
I wish you could found the same. If I could help you in a some way, let me know.