Open up your soul

Everything at arms length…

Nothing touches you…

A cage around your heart…

Everything hidden…

No one is allowed to see your pain…

No one is allowed to see your struggle…

And yet, you want to be seen…

You want someone to care enough to break through…

Someone with no agenda…

Because you want, desperately want to be loved through and through and to KNOW that you are loved…

BUt everything at arms length…

Every ONE at arm length…

NO one allowed in…

NO one can see …

And so you stand there on the inside looking out…

Surrounded by people and SOOOO ALONE!

You look ok…

They all think you are fine…

And inside you yell…

CAN’T YOU SEE ME?

DON’T YOU CARE?

And Spirit whispers…

“I see you. It is okay”

And yes you breathe again…

You keep walking…

But there is also a longing to get past the past…

To get past the distrust…

to let go of the hurt and the fear of the people you can feel and touch…

To let them in…

To allow yourself the joy of a full trusting orgasm…

To allow yourself the joy of a warm embrace where you did not feel someone wanted something from you and you could feel yourself pushing them away…

Everything at arms length…

Every ONE on the outside…

How do I end this?

Where can it go?

It has been your story for so long now and still no end…

So, I leave it hanging…

An incomplete feeling…

Just like it feels to you…

Everything at arms length…

Every ONE on the outside…

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