Yes, I know we need to ‘be you’ but sometimes, it is just plain hard…

“BE unapologetically you.”

I hear the words in my spirit and I know that they are truth and I know it should be the easiest thing to do…

But I find it tough.

I question me.

I doubt me.

I am ashamed to say it out loud even…

The fear surrounds me.

Who wants to hear me?

Who cares?

And yet, there is a message inside of me…

One of freedom

One of self-love

One of abundance…

One of ‘YES YOU CAN MONETIZE while living out your calling” and frankly I, at the heart of me, think you MUST!

And deep down, beneath the fear, I know I must share…

I WANT TO share

I hear Spirit whisper that He has called me…

And He reminds me that I like to speak anyway…

He reminds me that I like to perform and be heard…

And I know I cannot use Him as some ‘The Lord said’ kinda thing… You know how religious types use it to cover all manner of ills — “Yeah right, we believe you, the lord told you to kill all those people. Absolutely, yes, you go right ahead now”

NOT!!!!!

The truth is, He will not force me…

I can be called and go to the grave with the call, if I like…

And so, it simply comes down to me…

Will I do it or will I allow the fear to stop me?

Will I only do things that, I think, will make me money no matter how much I need to sell my soul to do them…

or will I do things because I want to, because I choose to express who I am, even if I feel silly, deluded and ‘way too woo’

Even writing these words releases the internal tension…

As always, the light defeats the darkness…

Meh — Need to take my daughter to Brownies ❤

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