I have so much to learn

I’m a life coach….

no

I’m a web building life coach

well actually …

I'm an integrated planner, web building, life coach, writing my first blog.

OK I’m still working the humdrum corporate job but self learning how to build a fantastic WordPress website ( Big up yourself Roro ) for my online coaching business that has yet to take off. In fact it is still sleeping soundly in the creative womb blissfully unaware of my ever so grand plan. But right now you’re at the mercy of my story line and I’ve got you under my spell. So I’m anything I tell you I am and I’m all these things and more.

Sometimes life is all about how we present to the world. Which image we drape on ourselves as we stroll on down the line. It’s a dog barking catwalk baby and I’m not use to wearing these high heels.

I always love it when I’m wrong about first impressions. I’m wrong a lot. I get a good kick up the hole and I’m yet again caught wide eyed, mouth gaping and with my trousers down at my ankles. ( at least baggy arsed )

So eh … the locked scruffbag at the end of the bar is not just out for the weekend and on the lash but is in fact a celebrated actor, writer and priest, huh ? what ? bend over you say ?

Ouch that hurt.

Why am I so heavy on image and superficial appearances when I myself do everything to defy the cozy box I should be paying rent to?

‘ People say that what we’re all seeking is a meaning to life. I don’t think that’s what we’re really seeking. I think that what we’re seeking is an experience of being alive, so that our life experiences on the purely physical plane will have resonances within our innermost being and reality’

Joseph Campbell The power of Myth

Sometimes life is all about how we present ourselves to ourselves.

I’m only now beginning to peel away the layers of self that I automatically present to my own self and start listening to and hearing the truest me.

That teeny tiny flame that resides deep inside the belly and will never fight for attention or shout above the rest but who burns and knows me through and through and when I’m tired of the noise and flashing lights, of the showing off and the trips and falls, that it’s here I belong. This is where I come home to. In the body not in the head. I have so much to learn and right now I’m all ears