I don’t know how I get through it. But all I know is I have friends who tried to understand and still accept me after those days/months.

Ate Glads and Mam Jen and Sir JM, I can’t thank you enough for how you listened and wipe my tears almost everyday when I was so down.

Ate Glads, for always listening to me everytime I come running to you and say “ate glads, ipshyc mo naman ako, please.” And then cry again in front of you.

To Rose who always call me after work, everyday! Like literal na pag off ko sa work tawag agad and just talking to me until I fell asleep. Thank you, Rose!

To Josh, even after what happened. I still wanted to tell you how thankful I am for those 3AM replies that I needed. Everytime na nagigising ako sa madaling araw, you’re always there, trying to calm me down. I am sad, I lost you while im on my journey to get better 😞

To Bhei, who doesn’t support me in all my decisions because I know, you know better. Hehe I’m sorry for not coming with you and work near you.. and thank you for always listening and believing that my forever is just out there.

My Family, especially Dad na laging gumigising sakin tuwing umaga. Thank you, dadi. Salamat sa pagbibigay ng pag-asa sa bawat dumarating na araw sa twing pakiramdam kong ayaw ko ng gumising. Sa pagtanggap ng mga moodswings ko dahil ayokong makita ninyo na nanghihina ako. Salamat dadi.

Matagal bago ko marealize na oo, depressed ako. Nasanay ako ng napaka vocal ko sa feelings ko. Alam yan ng mga kaibigan ko. At nagpapasalamat ako na sa kabila ng pinagdaanan ko, hindi nila ako iniwan. I know I have them, pero yung puso at isip ko pakiramdam nag iisa lang ako. Ang hirap. Ang hirap kontrolin kasi pati katawan mo nakikisama. Ang hirap pero kinakaya. And ngayon, I know nalagpasan ko na yung sitwasyon na yun.

Thank you, Lord sa strength na binogay mo sa twing pakiramdam ko susuko na ko.

I am now okay.

a ;

One clap, two clap, three clap, forty?

By clapping more or less, you can signal to us which stories really stand out.