I feel your pain…
Utter desire to just lock myself in my room and stay in bed: check
Anxiety about work, money, whether this cycle will be as long as the last one, exhaustion: check
Insecurity/paranoia about f’ing everything: check
Sheer exhaustion from trying to maintain functionality while these things are swimming around in my head: check
Jealousy that other don’t have to face this stuff down: check
With my S.A.D. and an especially crappy Seattle winter, the general mood of the country, job frustration, random unexpected expenses, and unexpected external disruptions of my sleep cycle, it’s been a perfect storm of factors stressing my normal coping mechanisms. Gah.