The Thing About Grief

I am sorry for your loss.
Do what you can to talk and write, and talk and write, and talk and write, until you go, “Yep, now I’m even boring me.” But not before then; many will get bored with it before you but that doesn’t matter.
And the first time you really smile thinking of him, you may feel a little guilty. That’s ok. In time, laughing with tears in your eyes won’t seem weird.
“Heaven is that place in our heart where those we love live after they die.”
Cuidate mucho.