…r hurt me, but I’d had other proposals, and I saw how they all had reached better stations in life. After my husband started drinking, I realized my friends had moved on and were living better lives. I had no education, no job, nothing. I went to the riverbank with my kids and was going to fling them in and then drown myself. Then I felt there was a strong voice in my ears saying, “What have your children done? They are innocent. Go back to your house.” This happened twice.