Ok, maybe that is too dramatic. It’s not that i have been that silent, nor do i really have earthshaking things to say. But i have been thinking about writing for a while and now is the time to start. We’ll see.

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The awakening

When i started with spirituality, i remember there were some entry books. Rather vague writings for people like me, with vague feelings that there has to be more to this.

The journey

This is that phase when you know you are confused, but don’t know how to get out of it yet. It is learning in the most profound way. And like any learning it is difficult, and since the learning is about life it is profoundly difficult, often painful.

The good life

Because in the end, it all became true. I found love, true love, the kind i only heard about and you imagine from seeing movies. The real thing, 24/7 for now 15 years and counting. Shortly after we found our new home, and bit by bit everything else fell into place too. I have a new profession, a balanced work life, and enjoy almost everything i do, almost every day, without too much compartmentalization of my life.


When i was at university, i always understood the tutors best. Not the professors, who i thought had lost touch, and did not really understand the problem anymore, just sort of reeled off the solution.

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