RubyBeing a human feels very heavyI’ve said for years that I’m tired of being a human. I’m tired of existing coming with physical pain, and I’m tired of anxiety and…Mar 30, 2020Mar 30, 2020
RubyI just have a lot of feelings, okay?Saturday night my uncle died. That in itself sounds sad, right? But for me it’s complicated. He was my mom’s brother, and by that I mean…Feb 11, 2020Feb 11, 2020
RubyI went on a date yesterday.It was just coffee, and I told him beforehand that there was no chance of a sexual element because I am fairly asexual, but if he wanted…Dec 21, 2019Dec 21, 2019
RubyI’m in a weird place right now.I’m not really sure if I’m on the same page as anyone in my life. I’m trying to figure out what of my desires and expectations is…Nov 25, 2019Nov 25, 2019
RubyI’m terrified that I’m a downer.No one likes a downer, right? So if I’m feeling negatively or depressed and I share it, it’s only a matter of time before no one likes me…Nov 16, 2019Nov 16, 2019
RubyI am not a writer.I used to be. I would like to be again. My brain just isn’t there anymore. I can’t form cohesive thoughts and sentences. I have trouble…Nov 16, 2019Nov 16, 2019
RubyGoals for 2020I didn’t accomplish a lot of my goals for 2019, but overall I am rather proud of the things that I did do. I took more time for myself as a…Nov 14, 2019Nov 14, 2019
RubyJust because it’s not as bad doesn’t mean it’s invalid.That’s something I still struggle with. On the daily, I’m good about not invalidating my feelings, but then something bad happens and it…Apr 9, 2019Apr 9, 2019