This has spoken to me at a core level. I lost my fiance suddenly 10 months ago, three weeks before our wedding. We had been together almost six years. What a whirlwind it has been. I completely relate to the “feeling the feels” without a Manhattan (IPA, in my case) and Netflix. I have binge watched an inordinate amount of series in the last 10 months. I up and moved 800 miles away with a new job. It has helped but isn’t perfect. Each day is different. And most days, I’m fine is starting to be true.
Keep moving forward Rachel.