I feel that I still bear the responsibility for the ongoing war because I was born and raised in the USSR. And that upbringing has a lot to do with the current situation. Here how it looked like. — As the war goes on and suffering in Ukraine doesn't stop, my continuous pain and burden of blame become stronger. I don’t aim to explain myself or other Russians. I want to tell a story about how we as citizens of Russia were marinated in a swamp of hopelessness for…