And life goes on

It’s been awhile? I know it haven’t been that long to you. But you run around my mind for hours, days, weeks and months.

I fear, my fear that this will be permanent. I fear that forever, I need to deal with letting you go.

It’s hard. Awfully hard. You wouldn’t know/care.

I dreamt about us – It was one of those days where we laze around with noodle, you read a book and I surf news online after we were done with the chores. And it felt like home. It felt like everything was right – at least to me.

Familiarity isn’t that bad after all. But I just have a hard time looking for it, I just have a hard time looking for it after you left, that’s all.

Is today better? Or it’s just the same? I didn’t have it easy. My punishment persists. My heart aches and my memories in still frames.

Hello love,

I miss you all over again.

What did we do to deserve this? What did we not do to become like this?

Correct my future because to pass days without you is a torture for me.

Till we meet again in the past/future.