Chapter 8: Things you can’t understand by words (:
I always find myself wanting someone who will understand me without saying a word, just a gaze and she’ll see, I’m not in the mood to play. Their are things in this world even dictionary doesn’t have the chance to explain furthermore, I’m one of those things, yup things.
I can walk, talk, breathe, eat, etc. but I’m dead inside like I’m someone whose waiting for a huge boulder falling on my right spot and be crushed. I can’t thoroughly express myself to someone I care, I really don’t know why, maybe i need a psychiatrist or somewhat.
I’m really trying to make them happy, maybe I gave too much joy and happiness that I forgot I need those as well. And I wish that someone can explain the things you can’t undertand by words. Alone.