the girl with the mousy hair
Being intersex has been, and will continue to be, the most beautiful struggle I’ve ever faced.
Some days my internalized testes make me feel like I can do absolutely anything I put…
What can I do?
When my whole personality is you?
All my favorite books are ones you’ve placed on the shelves of my mind.
The scratching noises your old records make are on a constant repeat in my ears.
Most nights I lie on my bed and pray that the memory foam pressed to my face would swallow me whole and set me free. As I’d sink deeper into oblivion, I would be freed of all my responsibilities, moral obligations, and tedious deadlines.