Very touching article indeed, I’m a father and I faced the loss of a brother some years back. Nevertheless, I can’t claim I can fully feel what you been through. With death, my personal conclusion is to become less terrified of it, come in peace with it, it’s part of life. I would recommend reading The Road Less Travelled

For those who still alive & feel they can say whatever as long as they are not getting the full responsibility for whatever they’re saying, their existence is not a bad thing after all. They give present the reality of life, the good & the bad, the choice!