Sucks that you had to go through those feelings, i do not know what its like coming out of a 7 year relationship. Reading the blog that you posted was funny and meaningful at the same time. I just came out of a 1 year marriage in September of this year. Confusion, sadness, depressing and hopeless were my state of affairs over the last few months. But time heals and i am feeling much better.
I hope you seeing better days since making this post in 2013. :]