This is probably the most connected I’ve ever felt to another human’s life. My last day of the year I laid around with a newly brandished heated blanket and had two kittens that crawled all over me as I rewatched old YouTube videos. I wanted that to happen for another 48 hrs, but I ran out of extra hours in 2015. I spent those extra hours feeling gross and shitty in my skin when I had to go out in public. I spent those hours staying up late through the weekends, wondering when I became so bad at communicating and stopped knowing what to talk about to people I’ve known for years. Though I also wasted my extra hours wanting to burn my whole wardrobe…I didn’t waste too much time in that as I still have ask the clothes I hate and the 3 articles of clothing I don’t. I’ll just be bias and hateful instead. Less fire.

I’m still awkward going into 2016, but reading this made me feel less awkward. Thank you for sharing this. It made me feel like my personal cup of weirdness is part of a large bowl of weirdness that is now shared on the Internet.

My first real laugh in 2016 and it didn’t happen till the second day. Cheers!