I’m sorry to hear this. And I know what is like to feel like a year is cursed or something. It’s horrible and depressing and disheartening. It tempts you to just give up, throw the towel in. But we mustn’t. No matter how hard it is, we have to keep getting back up, keep fighting, keep pursuing our dreams. So don’t give up. You can handle this. And you can rise up out of these troubles and choose to turn them into stepping stones. Here’s to things getting better for you! Keep going!! The fact that you are still going and that you’re writing about it is a good thing. You can do this.