Thank You for writing this. Your personal story, connected with all the research and how you pieced it all together is painful and beautiful and terrible and just everything. I apprecicate the wholeness of your experience and what you are sharing here. Your story cracked my heart open again to receive this reality again after it has been broken so many times and almost hardened against it. And your video and beautiful song brought me to tears. Thank you for raising and sharing your voice and for your art.