My Prayer for Ferguson
I had Shabbat dinner last night with a couple from Great Britain who now live in Jerusalem. The dinner was amazing, lots of food, good company and and as my time comes to an end, I will miss them and the many wonderful people that I have gotten to know since moving to Jerusalem.
During the dinner we talked a lot about American violence and guns and the husband just could not understand why we have so much violence and a lack of gun control laws in the United States. I told him a lot of things ranging from sociological to political to it’s complicated. I woke up this morning thinking about My Prayer for Ferguson. It’s been over a year since I wrote this prayer. This prayer for me represents a much broader issue than the death of Michael Brown, it’s about violence, and the value of life and I ask myself are we better off today as a country than a year ago? As the number of deaths in the U.S., related to gun violence continues to rise and our inability to stop it, I ask do we value human life the same? Have we become apathetic to mass shootings or to violence in general? What do you think? Share your thoughts.
Help us to lie down, Dear Lord our God, in peace, and let us rise again, to life…
This summer, I heard that a young black man had been killed by a police officer. The sad thing is that I tuned the story out. I was too caught up in whatever I was doing to notice that another unarmed black man had been killed by a police officer. I kept seeing the name Ferguson flash across my Twitter feed and my Facebook page, and I assumed that the name of the individual who was killed was Ferguson. Then I noticed that the individual’s name was Michael Brown and the shooting happened in a place that I know too well. It happened in Ferguson, Missouri.
Spread over us the shelter of Your peace…
From the ages of five through twelve I lived on the border of Berkeley and Ferguson. I spent a lot of time in Ferguson hanging with my friends Jill and Stacey. I remember swimming in January-Wabash park, bike riding adventures where the plan was to get lost and struggle to find our way home, and spending my allowance on arcade games. I moved away when I was twelve and I was devastated–I loved my life and I loved my friends. At the age of seventeen I moved back to the area and reconnected with my friends but it wasn’t the same.
and inspire us with Your good counsel…
Sadly, until recently I hadn’t given much thought to that part of my life. When I learned what happened to Michael Brown and where the shooting took place all of those memories of my childhood came flooding back. I immediately started reading as much information as I could find on what happened. A frightening feeling came over me and I realized that Michael Brown could easily have been the son of someone I went to school with. I reached out to friends and I talked with my parents.
and save us for the sake of Your name…
The recent events in Ferguson have brought a lot of attention to the issues of race in our society. Every single person of color in my life, including me, has had a moment of either being followed around in a store because of the perception that we might shoplift, or a moment of someone being afraid of us on the street or in an elevator. Once, when I walked into a sauna, and a white woman with a terrified look on her face yelled for me to get out because she assumed I was a black man. We live in a culture where we are bombarded by images that depict black men as threats. We live in a society that has become more segregated, not necessarily because of laws, but because of class and choices. It’s an indescribable feeling to see a place I loved as a child, and hated to leave, on the national news with scenes that invoke in me images of Bull Connor’s attempt to control massive amounts of young black protesters with attack dogs and fire hoses. But today, instead of dogs, it’s tear gas and weapons used for war.
and shield us in the wings of Your protection,
I live in two worlds. I am Jewish and I am black, and I am calling out to the Jewish community to please take notice of these past events, not just the events in Ferguson but the number of black men and people of color in our society who are stopped by police, arrested by police and even killed by police. Many in the Jewish community believe that these issues do not concern us, but they do. American Jews are now more racially diverse than ever. Every Shabbat many of us sit next to a Jews of color in our synagogues. Many of us have children of color, many of us have people of color in our families and many of us are black. We as a Jewish community can no longer say these issues do not concern us.
Guard our going out and our coming in, for life and peace, now and forever
As American Jews we know the history of injustice. We cannot sit by and let injustice happen because we know that “injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.” We are commanded to not harden our hearts or shut our hand against our brothers or sisters who are in need. These men who have died are part of us; they are our brothers. The people protesting in the streets of Ferguson are our brothers and sisters. They are part of us and part of our community. We must speak out to stop racial profiling and we must rid ourselves of the myth that what happens in Ferguson or on the streets of our own cities, doesn’t affect us.
Blessed are You Compassionate One, who spreads your canopy of peace over all Your people Israel, over Jerusalem and over the entire world.
Originally published at sandralawson.org on November 26, 2014.