The blood in my veins, slowly seeping out
The scar in the shape of a heart
He asked me why? Why do I do it?
It’s my only form or art.
I looked right into his eyes
And saw past all of his lies
He pushed himself between my thighs
With promises of no more cries.
Standing outside, the rain covers my tears
You can’t see I’m hiding all of my fears
The wind in my face, slowly it dries
No one can see, the lonely girl cries.
I just wish I could go back to the days
When the crying didn’t hurt and the cutting was just a phase
I feel it’s all I have now, to keep me from going insane
I can feel it controlling me but at least there is no pain
I can hear them, hear their voices rising
I can see the ugly face of the person I’m despising
I have one revenge plot, a little fact
He’ll hate me so much, so I lay in my back
9 months later, I’m totally free
And my own person, I can finally be.