I wish you get the help to survive the harsh conditions you’re in now.

It’s okay to make mistakes at your age — only, yours was gigantic (“ginormous”). And yeah, you could contact Jon Ronson who recently wrote So You’ve Been Publicly Shamed (2015). You could be a high-profile case to study for him. And his book could be a life savior for you, for all your future days of discretion.

When all this is over, someday a few years from now, think back on this event and try to forgive yourself for your ‘millenial’ mindset grade of stupidity you applied to the situation.

You will survive. You will rise strong. Try to build a company by yourself. You can do it — you have all the signs of rising up and kicking back from your present abysmal depths. When you get as low as this, it only gets better from there.

And once you have that company, make sure no one on the floor of that company faces the survival threats you did. Also, make sure that you don’t hire people to your company who slam your net worth over any popular medium.