اللوم

As I grew up in this country, I promised I’ll never attach my self to some strings

Like having to visit everybody around me in all there simple things

Weddings graduations and sickness happen every day

But mafi da3i lel “لوم” if I just decided to stay,

Home and seek my own life

I’ve got too many priorities than visiting your daddys wife

Cause she got sick or her sister got married or even if she died.

If I open this door , and seem to miss one “عاد اتلومتي” will always lower your pride

If I seek issues of everyone around me

I’d end up failing probably

my presence won’t make a difference, but you’re in my prayers daily ,

And that’s what you need , you don’t need me mainly

And I’m sorry if I missed your brothers graduation, don’t take it personally

But why am I obligated to apologize, I never do that usually

So keep your self in a fine lane away from those blames

Cause if you start feeling bad about it , you’ll end up with many Shames

Sudanese people never end and so does their problems

Seeking every each one of them , will only get you in more problems

With the other ones that you had no time or “didn’t prefer to go to”

But “النيه في” , you’re forced to believe that’s true .