Sarah Ross1.25 yearsA year and a quarter. I don’t know what it means, but it hits me hard. I have pancakes for breakfast and suddenly feel sick and am not…4 min read·Oct 14, 2019----
Sarah RossTryingTrying to talk about Fuller is like trying to describe my own heartbeat or skeletal system. That which kept me alive, was the invisible…4 min read·Jul 30, 2019----
Sarah RossTimeEarly on, someone told me that I wouldn’t remember much of this year, that my brain wouldn’t be able to retain everything that happened.4 min read·Jul 13, 2019--2--2
Sarah RossFiTonight, for the first time, I felt you gone. Like a skin memory, like electricity around my bones, I felt you gone. My body understood…4 min read·Jun 2, 2019----
Sarah RossEasyIf you can’t sleep don’t try. Don’t try to do anything. Get in a hot bath in the dark. Slip under the water and pretend there’s no you.2 min read·May 23, 2019--1--1
Sarah RossHallucinationsIn a dream, he crosses the Snake and tells me he wouldn’t come back, even if he could. He hugs me and it feels real. He says something…4 min read·Apr 18, 2019----
Sarah RossNowThe fabric of grief has changed. At first it was heavy, tight. I was pinned to the ground at all times, and everyone could see. There’s a…4 min read·Mar 13, 2019----
Sarah RossRealHe got his wisdom teeth out, he saved for a new car, he took every internship he could. He networked and emailed and wrote postcards and…3 min read·Feb 14, 2019--1--1
Sarah RossTitAn leI don’t really sleep because my mind is clenched around one thing, like a fist. The words “he’s actually gone” flow underneath everything…4 min read·Dec 29, 2018----
Sarah RossIt was all a dreamForever, or for as long as you have ever been, you will float on a cloud way above the earth. Anything that threatens your voyage will…4 min read·Nov 22, 2018--1--1