I’ll Be There For You

Yeah, starting a post about friendship with the theme of Friends is absolutely not very cliche. Anyway.

I’ve been thinking about what to write and then I decided to write about my best friends. I have many friends (or acquaintances, it depends on how you get the term of friend). Some from middle school that I don’t remember their names, some from my exam course, highschool etc. and some from the internet.

There are “friends” and there are “best friends” aka bffs. And I happen to have a few of them. My longest and first ever best friend is my sister but bloodline doesn’t count probably.

(I’m gonna go year by year so no offense.)

So my longest lasting friendship is with… (I don’t want to write their full name, it’d be weird but how am I gonna refer them? *firstworldproblems*) Anyway, we first met in middle school and it’s been 7 or 8 years till then. It’s a record for me. We’re like sisters now, I mean, I know her whole family she knows mine. Sometimes she just comes to have chat with my parents -not for me. She’s both like a big and twin sister for me. We have a special nick name for each other “my angel”. I knooow it’s hella cheesy and I have no idea why we choose it but it doesn’t come cheesy to me anymore. We have very few common interests of everything, books, movies, music but she gives me a nice sense of peace and stability, I love her for that.

Next on, there’s my second bff from high school. We’re so much alike, we both love same things and always think the same. Also she’s my favourite person to eat with — because we both love same food and eating. I really really love spending time with her, even if we just sit and do nothing. We got closer in a big group of friends. And probably she’s the only one that I’ve been jealous from another friends. That might be a little weird.

Next on; my internet friend squad. I’m gonna start with my lil piece of cloud. (you know yourself) Fandoms and writing got us close but that’s just a little thing we share now. She has become like a part of me. I’ve never seen her in real life — not yet, I still have hopes — but we talk literally everday. We somehow never run out of topics and it feels crazy sometimes. It feels so empty when I don’t talk to her. If it weren’t her, I wouldn’t continue something that I love to do (aka writing, why I didn’t write it shortly?). I know I can share literally everything with her and I know she wouldn’t judge me a bit. It’s gonna be our first year anniversary in next month but it just feels more. We’re like each other in many things but we’re also so seperate, too and that’s what I love.

And after that, we come to two lovely ladies which I shortly call “my moms”. They’re like the big sister I’ve never had. I’ve been seeing them on my timeline, and I always wanted to meet with them and admire them.

It was the week before my university exam and I was in a bad mood that day, I tweeted some stuff and shared a connected2 link like I do everyday. But different than everyday, somebody replied to comfort me. We talk for a good two(?) hours and then she said her name. (Cause she forgot to say it in the beginning :D) Anyway, we started to talk daily after that and my fictioning problems help with our friendship too I guess. She was mentioning another friend of hers who I know from twitter /again/. Finally, the three of us started to talk and we’re living happily ever after :D But the thing I love about both of them is that they’re the reason and logic source in my life. I mean, I mostly don’t believe in compliments, I mean it’s a bit similar to lying to me, but I believe whatever they say. Because I know they won’t say the things they say just to make me feel better. I trust them with everything and they make me feel I belong somewhere.

Okay I talk too much probably, so I’m gonna go. In the end, my friends are the best of me.