What is that all about or I need to overcome blank page block finally

Since I’ve left my home country because of war, since I’ve moved to Berlin, since I’ve realized that I am opening a new chapter of my life (it feels more like I am writing a new book, tbh), I’ve been thinking a lot about blogging, writing, do I really need it or it’s just a social pressure, the need to be visible, to exist in a digital form otherwise it’s like you doesn’t exist at all (which is, of course, total b*shit)

Maybe it’s gonna be smth like a diary, stuff for myself and not much valuable for others, maybe it will be read and appreciated by others, maybe i’ll manage to write in the non-native language pretty good or maybe i’ll suck at it… We’ll see. I need to start somehow.

So here I am, finally starting