Chapter 1 Born and raised in the Soviet Union, the ‘evil empire’ that almost ended the human race in the nuclear apocalypse in the early 80s, I can’t help but wish for it to return. My heart is full of love and longing for the country that once was, but…

Someone once asked me about my type in men and I realised that I couldn’t really pin point my type to a single attribute. For the men I’ve ever dated seem so different from each other; I didn’t think I had a type. So, to help me perhaps make better…

I’ve been feeling so spaced out and lethargic for almost a year. I’d go to bed before midnight and get a good (so my Fitbit told me) 8–9 hours of sleep every night. Yet, I just couldn’t get out of bed… I could happily stay in bed, doing and thinking…