Not Just the Cruelty of Mankind

Aching bones in the morning from a restless day prior
Heart burns but not from
indigestion
Stomach pains from incessant
tension
Is there a place,
a kind of Refuge,
for those who have uncovered some of the painful.
truths of the days in which we live?
There is no great nobility to philosophy, unless
you can be relieved from fear of death of
hope
in the same way a soldier would
relieve himself of the fear of death of
body.
The raw motivator being to
get to the bloody end of it all.
How fortunate are those who do have a Refuge
from
the torturous light of truth
in that paradise of ignorance
Perhaps the many millions suffering through a cruel world
have it better off unrealized
A notion is struck and
the gears in motion and
how could someone not wonder if
there is a wrong doing that comes so natural as
to be paralleled in our every
thought?
And,
If all of society is guilty
of this adapted wrong doing, then
how can they be responsible for setting the structure of justice?
For would it not be, that
every standard of their justice system,
every act of legislation,
every hand raise,
poll tally,
hanging chad movement of the system be made unjust
by its very nature?
Surely
If the wrong doing is paralleled in our every thought, then
this must be so.
And,
With these courses of thought,
How do we then respect
and comply
with these falsitudes of living a moral
and just life,
if we now know them to be
innately wrong?
The billboard,
made by man
with chemical based paints set
atop a wood, metal,
and plastic atrocity
jetting up from the grassy earth beside
the hot pavement of the busy freeway, says
“STOP LITTERING — -ITS NOT NATURAL”
with the sweet woodland creatures holding
signs of petition
in agreement with the witty slogan.
The same woodland creatures who will probably
become road kill
with the next days rush hour
on the same hot pavement and they become
the litter of civilized man.
So how then,
are we to take this world seriously in any faculty of perception?
How then,
do we wake up hopeful when we know that the life we are to live that day
is inherently wrong?
There is no shadow,
cavern,
or other damp, dark
place of Refuge
to shield the burning eyes once the
light of truth has
permeated everything in our
vision.