Profaned by unworthiest hand — I discovered one of my very first fantasies flipping through my grandmother’s Reader’s Digest books. Sample and digest I did. My favorite was not a small book and was hardback, but she had many, so I borrowed it anonymously and indefinitely. I would take the hefty book to bed with…

I’m Just What He Ordered — I had to admit something was wrong. I was waking up in pain, so much pain that I had started crying into my pillow at night. My family doctor dismissed it as stress. I have an older friend who is a highly respected doctor. We play music together sometimes. In…

You Drive Me Over the Edge — One early spring day, you take me in your weathered Mustang to one of your favorite woods. Even idling, the slow deep rev of the Mustang’s motor beneath me works me into a lather long before we park. The growl of a muscle engine prickles my senses like a man’s…

Audrey Goes O — No Matter How You Cut It The sex was amazingmedium.com But that’s not a kink Have you ever tried to explain how your kink is not a kink, only to become aroused?medium.com Do you measure your gratitude in feet? Steps in the right directionmedium.com Secret Santa When it’s your best friendmedium.com Is that a Rabbit in my Pocket? Oh fuckyyyyeeeessssssssmedium.com Alone is not a dirty word What do you love about yourself?medium.com

Have you ever tried to explain how your kink is not a kink, only to become aroused? — I grew up surrounded by people who considered anything other than a straight-on ten-minute visit from the missionary a raging kink. For that reason, discovering others’ kinks has been a tantalizing process for me. Although I didn’t realize what I was doing at the time, at the age of five…