Idleness will almost always lead to regret later. The secret to being happy and content, in general, is to do something of value to yourself and/or others regularly.
When the pain of where you are is greater than the fear of where you are going, you will change and make progress.
…n the planet has at least one damn good excuse for not pursuing the life they want. But guess what, the prize for arguing on behalf of your restrictions is getting to keep them.