introspection, introspection, introspection

ouch — I am really failing to regularly post content. at the same time, I want to ensure what I do best has some meaning, some value. I want to make sure its “curated,” in a sense.

introspection. lately I’ve been doing a lot of this — for better or for worse. what is my purpose here? what do I actually want from life? how have my actions/surroundings/relationships from the past molded who I have become today? am I fucked? (millions of more questions naturally follow… as you can see, for one who is often stuck in his/her head, it is easy to fall down the rabbit hole)

I’m currently digging deep into Kazimierz Dąbrowski’s Theory of Positive Disintegration — and its ridiculously stimulating. I think psychology and (to a lesser extent) philosophy have always been two fields I’ve innately related to. It’s simultaneously fun, interesting, and strange reading about theories/publications/ideas in a non-academic context. Regardless, Dąbrowski makes me feel that I am not so strange in my daily inner-conflicts and introspection.

I hope to delve deeper into my thoughts on the Theory of Positive Disintegration soon — there’s still a lot to sift through.

This one was merely an update post — I’m still here. Introspection is key — do more of it, and you will slowly begin to know thyself.

cheers, SY

Originally published at scottsyoung.com on February 26, 2015.