I hope you know.
In case I don’t wake up tomorrow, I hope you know that I still get nervous after all this time; before every meeting you on our dates.
Yes. You still give me butterflies after all these years.
I hope you know that your laughter is my favoritest sound in the world, besides your voice, of course. When you laugh it makes me forget about all my troubles and in that brief moment, I swear it lasted forever in my mind.
I hope you know that when our fingers interlock and when we hold hands whenever we walk, I never want to let go. Our hands fit together perfectly, like they know it’s meant to be.
I hope you know that when you look at me and I go, “what?” that deep inside I really am going all sorts of haywire because your piercing eyes are fixated on me and it kills me not knowing what’s running through your mind in that exact moment.
I hope you know that when we sit still together in silence, my mind is filled with thoughts of you and me in the future and how I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
I hope you know that when I’m annoying you with my silly antics, that’s my way of telling you that I love you.
I hope you know that since you came back in July, you never left my mind and should you ever wonder why; it’s because I’ve found someone who loves me for me and also the person I want to annoy for the rest of my life.
I hope you know that my heart aches every single time before we part ways at the end of every date; I never want to leave you. I never want to be apart from you, I only want to be a part of you.
I hope you know how important you are to me and how happy you’ve made me since we got back together. There’s absolutely nothing I want more than to spend all my days with you.
I hope you know that I love you so much. Just saying those words don’t even come close to these feelings that I have for you, Fick. It’s completely overwhelming and words don’t seem to do justice. Or maybe I just can’t express my feelings for you with just words.
In case I’m not here tomorrow, I hope you know it’s always been you – the one that I foresee my future with, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, the one I want to grow old with.
It’s taken us way too long but we’ve finally found our way back into each other’s arms after all those years. Thanks to The Almighty.
I couldn’t have asked for a better birthday present this year. Turning 25 isn’t so bad afterall it seems. It’s the best damn thing in the world, now that I have you.
You are the love of my life and I am completely and irrevocably in love with every bit of you; and I would do almost anything to keep that precious smile up on your face.
I’ve always been yours and you’ve always be mine. God-willing.
Well, at least now you know.