Your post encouraged me..I go through same as what you go through.Im working in a IT concern and I’m in to digital marketing department.At the start of the this year I made a decision that I should not stick to the same routine and give up certain things to reach level’s.Days went ,months went still finding hard to give up and overcome certain things,but still there is a urge in me that I have to do something for the betterment.what makes me to move a head, the little faith like mustard seed and fear of God.