I’m so sorry you’re sad and tired, Devil dog. We were going to try to go 48 hours without tears but I have tears in my eyes for you now. I will dive deep and try to understand. You are not alone, my friend. I am diving with you.
Is there anything you can take for the insomnia? That is enough to exhaust the most energetic of devil dogs. Please, please, please know I am sending you comfort and love.