Dear Someone Somewhere,

I hope you’re still you.

Calming as clear water. That slight of charm, dazzling anyone who sees your grin, arising that wrinkle on the side of your eyes. Your silly laughter makes me giggle by myself. I remember that solemn gaze you had when you’re doing those thinking things, simply irresistible.

There’s a time when you stop-by late at night, weary. The wind had tousled your hair, your clothes crumpled, working aroud the clock surely did messed up your look. But I love it.

You’d smile and gave me a warm embrace. We’d sit at my old couch, turning on the television just for the sake of the background sound, filling up the room.

When you were driving and we fought about what radio channel to hear. You’d end up losing cause you can’t stand my nagging. Or maybe because you couldn’t win after all.

There were times I’d remind myself to breathe whenever you brought our face closer. Then you’d tease me whenever my face redden.

I know you always try to be strong in front of me, because your wrinkle doesn’t appear when you faked your smile. Bet you didn’t know this one.

I think everything you do is flawless, you immobilize my brain. Remembering all this things just makes me realize how much you really mean to me. How much I need you to be with me all the time. How much I want you right now. How far you have gone from everything we ever had. And how much…

I miss you.