everyday i'm in awe of the world
The past week, my father, brother and I drove up to Vancouver and back. It was a typical Luo Family road trip in which we planned everything the day of. Hotels were booked same day around 9 pm, itineraries were researched…
When we were running together, my father would frequently push me to run farther and faster. On a hill, he’d push me from behind and yell at me.
When we ran our first race, he left me behind because I was running too slow. He yells, “We didn’t train this hard to be…
With so many bombarding articles, thoughts, projects, it’s easy to lose sight of what’s important. I lead a fairly distracted life and I always give way to the almighty internet. A friend suggested, “Perhaps you are avoiding doing what’s hard.”
You’re digging yourself a hole.
Do you really want to be better?
Then why is it not on your mind?
I tell you this every day.
So I haven’t been publishing at all the past couple months (though there are hundreds of unfinished drafts), but recently I’ve been getting like 1 follower/day. Isn’t anything crazy but also I’m questioning- why?
I haven’t felt sincerely stressed in weeks.
I told myself that stress is irrational and counterproductive to the things I want to achieve.
Yet just now, I felt my heart crumble a little. Crinkle and folds.