first midterm

First midterm was tonight and I know I bombed it. It wasn’t a at least 25% but rather I think my upper bound score is 25%.

It’s very humbling.

I called my father.

“What should I do if I fail?”
“You should work harder. You should embrace this opportunity to be challenged.”

I wonder what will happen if I fail this course. What happens anyways when you fail?


I’m going to put in a lot more effort into each of my classes and really really work hard. I’m going to make the most of my opportunity here to learn.


Step out. Breathe. It will be ok.