goodbye

shuge luo
shuge luo
Sep 6, 2018 · 1 min read

many things are happening all the time.

i am suffocating.

i forget how to work hard.

nor how to work smart


in the past couple weeks amidst an unprocessed gap year. or a year of processing

I start school.


it’s overwhelming at first.

too many people too many sounds too many things too many classes too many events too many options


as much as they are opportunities. opportunities are also distractions.


shuge, remember what I said? relationships are built.

but when will I know? what is the alternative?


you know? has anyone made fun of your major? because it’s not legit?


small talk. non stop.


exhaustion.


i am a headless mosquito buzzing. flying.


good people show up in my life.


friend in need. refused help.


How I’m trying to ground myself is to 1) breathe.

2) Remind myself that being in school is an INCREDIBLE opportunity. There are many more moments to savor rather than suffer.

3) Just because I can doesn’t mean I should.

4) Prioritize health and well being above all (taking care of diet, exercise and joining a sports club).

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