I threw my hands in the air and said show me something

Sierra Ayonnie
Jan 17 · 2 min read

Just be vulnerable for the universe.

I threw my hands in the air and said show me something. Hands in the air and said show me something.

The lyrics. They resonate with me as I have no clue except to allow the energy of the universe to flow through me. I feel so desolate and alone as I think about what I wish to have around me. I’m missing family and friends, but more than that, I’m missing my feeling of productivity and making an amazing income.

Lately, I’ve been writing a lot of articles that are either motivational or talking directly to writers. But, today I just told myself that I’ll be vulnerable. I’ll allow the universe to take over and I’ll start to send real messages out to my readers. Not that my other articles weren’t, but they didn’t have enough of me in them.

I felt the need to do this because I’ve been trying to piece together everything that I need to do, not what I would like. I would like to work an amazing full time job, but it doesn’t look like that’s transpiring well seeing as though I just keep getting rejection emails (which is feeding my self esteem low energy). However, I’m remaining afloat by realizing that I need to write. Writing has always been a way out, now more than ever.

There are so many emotions that I’m facing at the moment. There’s everything from my second novel stalling progress, my ebooks not moving forward because I’ve been writing articles, and then feeling as if I don’t have enough readers. I know that I do, but sometimes they feel so far away.

Well, that’s all I have for this article. There’s not much advice here except to succumb to the natural energy of the universe to feed you the information that you need in order to push forward. You never know what you might retrieve.

Sierra Ayonnie

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