How are you?

Hey,
I wouldn’t say I am fine, when I really don’t know if I am or not.

What is fine with exactly? And do I have to feel fine all the time to actually feel fine in the long run?

Trying to organise my life just the way most of keep organising our desks, only to find that by the end of the week it’s again just a mess.

I am 22 years old, seeking to find value in things. Things or people I am not sure. I shouldn’t use those words interchangeably, I know. But what good are people who don’t care for what others feel? Don’t they just treat you like THINGS? What wrong is it then to give them their duly deserved share back. Talking of deserving, who am I to decide what they deserve? Or rather, who are other folks to decide what ‘I deserve?’ You see, again, it’s all turning into a mess.

I started with telling you how am I doing and went to tell something else altogether by the end of it.

Sticking to general manners now I would say, “I am fine. Thank you. How are you?”
You decide what do you want to answer- the general mannered answer or how you actually are, friend?